THE VOICES IN MY HEAD

By Steve Dixon

Imagine a Dalek. Made up of a thousand radios.

All playing a different station.

All at the same time.

At the same volume

It’s a crazy thought isn’t it. But this lives within me. Within my mind.

How am I supposed to separate

the good          from the evil

the truth                      from the lies

the reality                                from the fantasy

I’m not a believer, never have been. And never will be. But is this how god ….

Would feel? Does feel? Is feeling right now?

endless prayers

endless questions

endless declarations of sins

endless disciples wanting forgiveness

Is this what this is? Am I being punished for a sin in a former life? Or indeed this life?

So what pray tell are these voices?

Doubts . Overthinking. Worries. Anxiety

Some call it deja vu but its not a pleasant experience Some days are better

Some days are

Some days I struggle

to just find

the wor..

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