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(NOT SO) CLEAN & SOBER

By Beth Shepherd



Silence settling through the house like the first fall of snow

In the aftermath of slamming doors

Tracing the chipped enamel of the tenth tempest-tossed plate,

Tallying the scratch and scuff and red raw rub of each rough touch,

Trailing the grazes and abrasions from the hundredth caustic remark,

And the bruising bloom under the skin of the way someone else can say a name

So filled with love; so filled with loathing; so left lonely

Drinking at the empty dining table, another night alone –

Scoffing at the stains from the spill of the one wine glass

Already in the dishwasher from the dirty talk the night before.


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